Terrified.

If I had to choose one word to express my emotions this day that would be it.

I have a doctor’s appointment today.  Firstly—I’m hoping to find out a due date as that is somewhat in question (don’t ask for specifics…I just don’t know).  But I’m scared of what else they may find.  Mainly—more than one baby.  I know my fears are barely justified, but they are there and I can’t stop them.  Especially since my wonderful hubby keeps saying that he feels like it is twins.  He said that the last time and turned out to be correct.

Then there is the sheer exhaustion and discomfort I’ve been in.  I’m still attributing it to stress, but who knows?

I’m scared.